2006-01-04 - 5:43 p.m.
Diaryland. I ask you to forgive me. I have not written in quite some time. But then I think that no one in the world really reads this diary....blog....thing. So am I writing this for me or for the generations yet to come. (I have no idea where that came from. It just sounds cool.)
I wonder where I'll be in a couple of years. I wonder where my friends will be. I wonder if I will ever find a guy who is interested in me as a person, not someone's little sister. I wonder if I will ever learn to trust God, even if it means I will be single for the rest of my life. I wonder if I will be single for the rest of my life. I wonder if I will ever learn that singlehood is not a fault, but a gift. A time when God can be my one and only. My beloved. My everything. I wonder if I will ever learn.
